sickness

In and out of hospital 3 times in the past 3 weeks. I have bruises and needle marks all over my arms and hands from them putting in IV’s and taking blood. I’ve never been sick like this before, never wanted so much to be well again. I can’t put into words how scared i was, or how terrified i am of the bleeding starting again. If he hadn’t been there, honestly i could have been dead now. He’s the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me and he took the most amazing care of me.

melbourne

was amazing with him. stayed in the most beautiful hotel on saturday night. Even without all of that, just spending time with him is the best thing i could ask for.

Going in to hospital today, and i don’t think i can accurately describe how terrified i am. Needlephobic and scared of hospitals. I know i’m making a big deal for something that is a relatively small procedure but i have never broken a bone, never even had stitches basically. So i have managed to get through life without any major traumatic injuries/surgeries. And i am so scared about being put under anaesthetic. Fuckkkk. I know by the time this afternoon comes around i will be fucking hysterical.

Blehhhhhhhh.

I miss you.

rumours

definitely over people that i do not like nor want to like talking about me. take a long walk off a short pier. i don’t actually care enough about you to think about you usually, except for now because you are disrupting my universe. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY UNIVERSE.

lovecats

i want this back now. and yes, this is a sexytimes photo.

package

I just got the most amazing parcel in the mail. Romance isn’t dead. It’s alive and kicking in the grumpiest, angriest boy around and he’s mine.

Soft serve ice cream necklace sprayed with a certain cologne. Sparkly gel pens to make lists with. Strawberry hubba bubba. Peaches n cream chupachup. Lemonade vitamin water. A little piece of art with my name on it. Tiny bottle of vodka.

He already knows me better then anyone else and i have never been this happy before in my life.

ikea

going there in 20 mins or so.

 

GET EXCITED!! i am going to move in there, that will be my new house instead of moving to enmore.

again

back.. more photos/less rambles.

 

well probably still lots of rambles but no shit people.

 

good deals.

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